Lindy Lou Isonhood grew up in a town where the death penalty was a fact of life, part of the unspoken culture. But after she served as a juror in a capital murder trial -- and voted "yes" to sentencing a guilty man to death -- something inside her changed. In this engaging and personal talk, Isonhood reflects on the question she's been asking herself in the 25 years since the trial: Am I a murderer?

A juror's reflections on the death penalty

One Mississippi juror’s vote for death left her haunted for decades, unable to find comfort even from family. After sentencing a man to die, she endured PTSD and was dismissed by her community when she tried to express regret. Years later, she discovered many fellow jurors also suffered in silence, questioning the justice of their decision. Her experience inspired open conversations with the next generation, exposing the hidden toll of capital punishment.

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Lindy Lou Isonhood: A juror's reflections on the death penalty